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Lonely Bird...who wants to Fly This poem is the Story of a girl who after years of darkness, ultimately finds light and the road to fulfill her destiny. The poem has been written in alternate stanzas of English and Hindi. A caged bird looks to the sky, Across horizons she wants to fly.                                                    Caged and bound she has always been, Now her only desire is to be free. एक  बात  वोह  समझ  नहीं  पा रही  थी, जाने  क्यूँ  मंजिल से  घबरा  रही  थी. उसकी आँखों मैं  एक  सपना था, फिर उसको पाने मैं  क्यूँ  कतरा रही थी. The caged bird even when set free, Hesitates to fly in the sky. For years caged thus, it takes time to, ...

The Poem for all Times 2nd Edition The first " The Poem for all Times " which was co-written with a friend touched on one aspect of love...." the finding part "....The second goes beyond that...to the " reclaiming part ". Here it goes... Main jee raha tha zindagi kuch aise, Khushiyon pe badal chaa rahein ho jaise. Bhula raha tha saare baatein aur yaadein, Akele raah pe chala jaa raha hun jaise. Ek mod pe do rahein mil gayein, Zindagi bhar saath chalne ke asha jag gaye. Woh raah na jaane kahan chale gaye, Zindagi ke bahar patjhar mein kho gaye. Us raah pe phir jaane ko dil karta hai, Woh kasme phir khane ko dil karta hai. Main jee raha tha zindagi kuch aise, Usse raah pe kise ke raah dekh raha hun jaise. check out the first Poem for all Times.... http://confessions679.blogspot.com/2007/08/presenting-on-friendships-day-neha-feat.html

Presenting on Friendships Day… Neha Feat Siddharth The poem for all times.... Mein jee raha tha zindagi kuch aise, Ek manzil ke talash the jaise. Ek raah dhoondh raha tha main, Kisse ka intezaar tha shayad mujhe. Mein jee rahe the zindagi kuch aise, Ek humsafar ke aas the jaise. Mein has rahe the kuch pal aise, Mano chupa rahe the apne aason jaise. Sitaron ke daman se ek taara mil gaya. Baadal hat gaya mujhe suraj mil gaya Roshni mein jag gaya, andhere kho gaya. Kisse ka saath mila aisa ke, kuch lamho mein pure zindagi jee gaya. Mein jeene laga zindagi aise, Ek dost mil gaya ho jaise. Ek raah mil gaye the mujhse. Apne hone ka ehsaas hua jaise. Duniya se door mujhe ek thikana mil gaya. Mujhe jeene ka ek aasra mil gaya. Zindagi mein khusiyon ka ek aashiyana ban gaya. Mano jeene ka ek bahana mil gaya. Mein jeene lagi zindagi kuch aise Doobti kashti ko ek kinara mil gaya ho jaise. Kushi jo mili aansoon aa gaye. Zindagi mein kuch pal hanseen aa gaye. Darti hun kahin apni nazar hi na lag jay...

Collaborations....Siddharth Saxena Feat Rashmi Priyadarshini Part 2 Roads gone by... (A new poem co-written along with one of my very good friends.) "Zindagi ke safar main gujar jaate hain jo muqaam. Woh phir nahi aate woh phir nahi aate. " Smiles, laughter, joy and the play. The image of the girl, with that smiling face. Crushes and heartbreaks, every other day. All come back to me, Sweet memories as they say. Like the signboards on the highway. Roads gone by, not meant to stay. The childhood fights, the friends for life. The first drink, those times we spent. The first love, those promises, kept and unkept. Like the signboards on the highway. Roads gone by, not meant to stay. The gesture of your eyes, the pain in my cries. That midnight kiss, that first time hitch. Yes, there was something that your laughter had to say. Like the signboards on the highway. Roads gone by, not meant to stay. Those small small gifts, the after day rifts. That wa...

Fortunate...Smiles and Tears Fortunate is the one who get a life worthwhile. Fortunate is the one who can share a smile. Fortunate is the one who has a shoulder to cry. Fortunate is the one who has a love in life. Love and friendship give a meaning to life. Fortunate is the one who has both by his side. A few find true friendship. Fewer find true love. Its a treasure, don't lose it. Cause you are the chosen few who has it. People live, people die, without love in their sight. Dont let go of it so easily. Just think about those who search for it, all their lives. (thanks to S.M. for the first line)

Collaborations....Rashmi Priyadarshini Feat Siddharth Saxena Desire.......Not Without You. You are the fire, which is burning me inside, but this is the desire, when I close my eyes. You are the ocean, in which I am drowning, but this is desire, in which I am wandering. You are the earth, exploding beneath me, but this is the desire, building up inside me. With you is my destiny, make it true, Without you the desire would burn me through. You are the power of my breathless sighs, but this is the way I want to die. You are the the world above my sky, but thats the place I want my heaven to lay. The silence counts for my enchanting words, but still I want my whispers for you to hear. You are the seconds of my endless hours, but this is the time I always want to bear. These are the things I dont want to forget, but the only wish I had is to forget- You Forever. (special thanks to Rashmi Priyadarshini.)

Like memories... Heres presenting song no 4 of Visions , its called Like Memories and its dedicated to all my friends... On the way to dreams, someday A path may come when you, find yourself alone. Cry not, just look behind I'l be there with you like before For you my friend, today to everafter As I say, its friends forever. What we have shared will always be there. Past is not what we have lost In our hearts, it will always be To remind you, to amuse you to surprise you, Memories are all that I have to give to you. With you like memories I will always be. Remember me,and like memories, I'll come back instantly.

The Hazy Picture... In four words... MY BEST SONG EVER Dreamz song no 7...heres presenting The Hazy Picture Through the looking glass I see, a picture starts appearing to me, What does it reveal? What does it conceal? Confused I look, not believing... Is it the anxiety, which to me is killing? When you have been hurt in life, When you have lost all whom you considered nice, Surprises come in only one color, When fears are high, hopes are low, The picture can have only one form you know. What is there to see I wonder, doubts emerge from deep under, Picture becomes clearer, thats what I gather, Or is it what I would want to see rather? Hazy picture has now become clearer, Dreamz blurring into reality it seems, You and me, together so close, Friends forever, it was supposed to be, Friends forever, it will be, Ya, the dream is now reality!

Friends.Interrupted. So,you cried with Stella in Stella's Story and walked down memories lane in Friends Forever . Speaking of friends forever, some friendships are not supposed to last. sometimes we just have let go and move on, with only memories to cherish or memories to regret, which ever way you take it.the next song of dreamz looks at one such frienship which did not quite turn out to be till forever . so here is dreamz song no 3, it called friends.interrupted . Friends.Interrupted Some friends we have, some friends we had. Some hopes we have, some hopes we had. Love is what we lost, pain is what we gained. Moments cant come back again, but just thinking about it, wasnt it supposed to last? Trying to look back now, just thinking about what went wrong. Where we lost our way. Friends forever, it was supposed to be. Friends.Interrupted, it came to be. What are we supposed to do now? Rejoice for what it was, or cry for what could have been? Perhaps it was your mistake, perhaps i...

back to basics.dreamz song no 1.stella's story. well, the wait is finally over.here is the first song of the dreamz collection.it called.... Stella's Story . There was a girl Stella in my life, from a small town she came. She had her dreams in her heart and planned to fulfill them one day. She worked and worked,day and night, and called me just to say... Look, I may have troubles, and I may have pain, but, I will be happy one day. Cause I have my dreams, and dreams dont die that easily, Not for me any way. Though she chased her dreams, she loved a guy the same way. Engaged to be married, she was happy once again. But he left her crying, never to return one day. She, cried and cried, day and night, and called me just to say, Look, I may be sad, and I may be in pain today. But I will be happy once again. Cause I have my dreams, and dreams dont die that easily, Not for me anyway. From grief she rose and on the path of dreams she put herself once again. Though she worked and worked...

song no 4. Agaaz again. this one hurts... Deception Looking into the mirror, Is someone else I see. Blurring at the edges, Whos face is it staring at me. Lost myself years ago, Now even my image isn't me. Unmask the Deception please. Why do you lose it all, when you want the most... Why do you get the most pain, from the one whom you love the most. Is it all real... Or am I dreaming once again. Unmask the Deception please. Deception is the reality... And its here to stay. Let me out of it... Unmask the reality please.

this is song no 3 from agaaz. its one of my fav...just because it ends on a slightly more positive note than the two earlier ones i had written. Autumn Leaves Spring is not forever, As everything has to end. The paths walked once are now gone. Moments shared are now lost. All thats left is memories. ...just like the autumn leaves. Reminding you of the trees that were green, of the great times spent. Wonderful and great, though they were, They dont stay forever, They go away. Only autumn leaves are left. Only to be blown away, by the wind. Dont care about them, because every spring, brings with it, its own set of... Autumn Leaves!

some more original stuff.again from my 'Aagaaz' collection.hope you like it. Dilemma Why does the heart feel sad? When you did not have, What you lost just now… What you did not own, What did not belong. Then why cant the heart, just let go? Was it really worth it? The hurt and suffering… The agony and pain. For something that never was. Was it a love lost, Or a love not gained… But then why does the heart still feel sad. Why can’t it just let go? Was there something, Something too good to be true… Something that had to go. Questions remain unanswered… And the heart just won’t let go!

check this out...a song i wrote a few months ago. last sep in fact. its the first one from my collection "Agaaz". Oliver's Story Give me your tears, so they never come again. give me your hand, so you never fall again. show me your smile, so dat i can live again. Troubled seas and desert storms, we will leave behind. This is no mirage, Yes, this is real. out of the haze, will emerge you and i, someday. Give me a kiss, before we start on this way. Times so short and moments slipping by... Give me your song, for it may never come again. Cant see you this way anymore, as the sweetest pleasure is not pain. Stop it now, before its too late. Give me your tears, So they never come again.